Love at any cost by zodiak023

Dreaming of you

It was an ominous dreary day when Kagome was returned to her modern world, she slowly crawled out of the well and walked out of the shed. There it stood, the empty lonely cold modern world, she stood staring at the house. The rain soaked her to the bone, she didn't care, she didn't care that the thunder rolled around her and she ignored the flashing of lightening.

She missed almost everyone she had to leave behind but she winded up hating Inuyasha because of course in the end he had betrayed her, he saved his little bitch, clay dead whore, Kikyo, and he let her get hurt so bad that Sesshomaru had stepped in, took Kagome to the castle and had his healers heal her.

Kagome felt a little weird thought after she had been healed and was given time to get back her energy, she had had a very intense dream about Sesshomaru it was so intense that it made her blush, she thought it had been a dream but she felt a little sore that morning, but she chalked it up to just a dream, there was no way that the Lord Sesshomaru would bed her, a human, and the fact that she was friends with his half brother.

Why did she have this nagging feeling in the pit of her stomach that something did happen? Suddenly the wind changed and the smell of the smog hit her and she fell over on her knees and threw up. After she wiped her mouth she slowly stood back up and shakily made her way into the house.

"Mom… I'm home," Kagome tiredly, she didn't have her bad, she had left it with her friends, just in case they had some injuries that were pretty bad, she had stocked her bag full, also she had been stocking Kaede's hut full of supplies, even the ninja food.

"Oh honey, its good to have you home, we are a bit busy though, we made the baby's room out of your room so, you'll have to bunk with your brother," her mother being six months pregnant.

"Thanks mom… really, I didn't move, I didn't die, my god, where am I going to get to sleep in his room? The floor?" Kagome assumed.

"Of course not honey, you can have the top bunk, he still has his bunk beds," her mother calmly explained.

"Ah, yes, throw out a welcome committee for me coming home," Kagome mumbled, she moved towards her new room that she was going to have to share with her 14 year old brother.

~A 20 year old shouldn't have to bunk down with her almost teenaged brother, no doubt he isn't so thrilled about it either.~ Kagome thought to herself. Once she got to the room she stared, it was small, two of them couldn't live like that without going out of their minds. Kagome felt sick again, she raced off to her bathroom and threw up in the toilet.

~What the hell is going on with my body? Did Sesshomaru do something to me, or do I miss the feudal era so much that I am home sick?~ Kagome cleaned her face and looked in the mirror,

~Maybe I should go to the doctor and get something for it.~ Kagome thought. Slowly she staggered into her brother's bedroom,

"Do you have any idea where my clothes are?" Kagome asked her brother.

"Ask mom, I think she put your clothes in boxes," her brother explained,

"Great," Kagome squeaked. She went and bothered her mother till she gave her a box of her clothes.

"The nerve of my mother, did she just assume I would stay in the feudal era, I mean really?" Kagome mumbled to herself as she found her pajama set and walked into her old bathroom and started striping out of her wet clothes.

"I should have at least gotten to say goodbye to my friends, did I not deserve that?" Kagome mumbled incoherently. Slowly she stepped into her nice hot bath, but oddly enough her power formed a barrier around her to where she couldn't feel the water at all.

"What the hell is going on?" Kagome getting out of the water. She got dressed in her pajamas and pulled the plug on the tub,

~I have to go to the doctors or something, maybe this has to do with that intense dream.~ Kagome thought. She slowly walked to her room that she now shared with her brother, she crawled into her bottom bunk and laid down, burying her head in the pillow, she cried silently.

Dreaming of You

Kagome fell asleep crying, but it wasn't a restless sleep, she had dreams it was an unusual dream. She thought she might dream of her friends that she had been forced to leave behind in the feudal era but not of him, not of Lord Sesshomaru.

She dreamed about the whole time she had staying with him in his castle. She always had a maid to come wake her for breakfast and the maid always insisted on helping her get ready for the day. Kagome always bowed to Sesshomaru and gave him respect in her own way but she was stubborn, every time Lord Sesshomaru tried to help her she would struggle against him, but then he would release his yokai and for some reason she calmed down, almost every time and if she didn't calm down he touched her fingertips and it would send a jolt of yokai through her, instantly calming her.

"Miko, watch your step," Sesshomaru gruffly, Kagome had tripped over her own feet and stumbled over and had waited for her face to break her fall on the hard stone floor, but Sesshomaru had caught her. She had stared in his eyes like an idiot, for a second she had thought that something had changed in his eyes, almost a soft glow, like a tiny bit of interest shown.

"Kagome, come play with Rin, please?" Rin begged, clutching Kagome's arm,

"Rin, remember how I taught you," Kagome scolded the little girl.

"Sorry, Kagome, can you please come play with me?" Rin correcting her sentence. Sesshomaru smirked on the inside,

"Rin, Kagome is still healing, you may play, however, Lady Kagome will sit in garden and watch you play," Sesshomaru in his stoical manner.

"Okay," Rin putting her hand in Kagome's hand and walking at Kagome's slow pace out to the garden.

~She would make a fine mate for us, she is good with Rin and is teaching her properly, she is also patient with her.~ his beast informed him.

~She's human, this Sesshomaru will not have a human, no else a miko!~ Sesshomaru thought to himself.

~We should take her to that stupid stuffy ball, at least maybe those females wont be bothering us.~ his beast pointed out.

~This Sesshomaru will think about this situation, she has been grating on his nerves.~ Sesshomaru thought as he walked into his study. He walked past the window and saw Rin playing with flowers and Kagome sitting with her, teaching Rin how to fix flowers, he stood there watching them. He huffed and sat down and started working. Weeks went by and Sesshomaru ordered Kagome to go with him to the ball, she didn't like the idea but she decided to go because she figured she owed him for his generous servings of healing her in the first place.

"Look Lord Sesshomaru, I'll help you tonight only because you saved me and I still don't understand the reason behind your generous act but I do owe you my life, so the best way to do this is to act the part, if you want to keep the females off of you the night, I will act as your intended mate but this will only work if you play along," Kagome seriously. Sesshomaru hesitated,

"We shall do this right, this Sesshomaru is what do you call it, I am game," Sesshomaru staring her down Kagome nodded,

"Then shall we get going my love?" Kagome getting in character. Sesshomaru nodded, as he held his clawed hand out for her to take, she was hesitating, she grew tense.

"You will not be harmed," Sesshomaru explained in his monotone voice,

"I trust you Lord Sesshomaru," Kagome slowly putting her hand in his.