I Wish I Could Hate You by hells angel

I Wish I Could Hate You

I wish I Could Hate You

I was over your house last night and guess what I saw. I saw you kissing another girl and saying those things you told me that one night that I thought were true. You didn't even see me seeing what you did. No, you were too wrapped up in what you were doing to notice me. You broke me that night. No, not really you just broke my heart. You were the only one that could ever brake down my barriers. And what do you do? You brake my fucking heart. You lied to me, wrapped me around your perfect finger, and made me think that you, the perfect god Sesshomaru, actually loved me. What a fool I was. I loved you and you . . . you just killed me. I don't hate you. No, I could never hate you. I tried to but I can't. You killed me and yet I still fucking love you. I try to get even farther away from my emotions and even then I still love you. Why can't I hate you?! I wish I could hate you 'cause then I could move on but no, I still have to be madly in love with you. You broke my fucking heart, the one heart that no one could even get to. You did the fucking impossible. You made me cry. And what do I do in return? I still mother fucking love you! I don't hate you at all. Hell I don't even slightly dislike you. No matter how hard I try to dislike you, let alone hate you, I can't. I STILL LOVE YOU! Ironic, the girl who never feels, falls in love with someone and what happens?! SHE GETS HER FUCKING HEART BROKEN INTO MILLIONS OF FUCKING PIECES!!!! When she finally starts to smile, to laugh, to open up, to love, she gets her heart broken and closes up even tighter. She gets rid of all traces of emotions and lets no one every even gets a glimpse of her emotions. And when they do, she glares at them with a glare that could make Satan wanna shit his pants and whenever she would have to talk, her voice that use to be so beautiful was now so cold, venoms, and emotionless. Why? You ask. It's all because she thought someone could actually love her, the forbidden one who is hated by everyone and is never meant to love. Sesshomaru. He opened up her heart and then shattered it by fucking that Kaurga(sp?). How she wished she could hate him, but no she still just had to still love him. And not just love partly no, she had to be completely in love with him. The one thing no one let alone the forbidden one should ever do.

This is a one shot and if anyone actually likes it and wants me to add more chapters is sadly mistaken. I will Not add anything more though I doubt anyone will even like this to want more.

Please read and FLAME not review FLAME. I love flames but I really hate reviews that tell me I did well. NO, I want flames anyone who reads this I dare you to try to send a flame so bad it will make me wanna cry. If you do, I will honor and worship you for being the first one in like 4 years to make me cry.

-hells angel