Unfaithful by Kurau no Zetsumei

Unfaithful

Unfaithful

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Spoilers: No. This is an AU fan fiction.

Warning: There will be some sexual hints, language and angst. Anyone that does not have the maturity of 17+ should not be reading this fan fiction. Arigatou.

Author's Note: Listen to the song Unfaithful - by Rihanna for this fanfiction. The story is based off the song.

Disclaimer: I do not own InuYasha

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Here is my second contribution to the fanfiction world. It is a tragic, angsty short story of a love triangle. I usually do not read/write such stories but while in Canada I heard this song, Rihanna - Unfaithful, and could not resist it. Enjoy the story and please rate/review honestly.

Thank you and enjoy.

Kurau no Zetsumei - Eater of Death

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Story of my life

Searching for the right

But it keeps avoiding me

Sorrow in my soul

Cause it seems that wrong

Really loves my company

"Where are you going?"

A hand froze its path to the door knob before it, the brass handle but a few inches away. A girl stood in the hall of the apartment. The girl kept her back to him, her eyes shifting nervously. She hated this. How she wished it did not have to be like this. Reluctantly, she forced a sweet smile on her pale pink lips and turned to the man who stood in the hall a few feet from her, facing his questioning gaze despite her inner want to ignore those golden gems of his. He watched her face him and stared deep into those large stormy blue eyes of hers and felt his chest constrict. Her blue eyes were numb and distant, the sapphire depths once so honest now barren to him.

He's more than a man

And this is more than love

The reason that the sky is blue

The clouds are rolling in

Because I'm gone again

And to him I just can't be true

He looked at her intensely his lips taut at their corners. His tanned face with its inset large golden eyes bore a grimace as his inner sadness began to surface before her. She gazed into his golden eyes, her heart twisting at the pain that was reflected in his soul. Her stomach churning uncomfortably she looked away from him, unable to withstand the knowledge she had caused this pain unto him. Where she had once would have allowed herself to die before she would have ever hurt him she was now currently tearing his heart out of his chest and offering it back to him, the broken and bleeding organ destroyed by her actions.

Turning on her heel she grabbed the door knob with a shaking hand and opened it swiftly.

"Kagome?" She heard him whisper her name softly.

She stopped her exit. She looked behind her and faced his golden eyes once again, her body trembling. He continued to stare into her beautiful face, his heart clutching painfully. A lump forming in his throat he tried to swallow over it yet was not able too.

Licking his lips that had somehow become cold and cry he managed to croak, "When will you be back?"

And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

Kagome looked at the once strong man in front of who had now become a torn, depressed shell compared to what he had been only a few years ago. Her heart did a painful lurch in her chest as she faced the evidence of what had been caused by her selfish actions. Every night she would softly cry. It could have been the mixture of regret, confusion and her conscience. But when he held her and whispered how he loved her and everything would be fine her damn unfaithful heart would not hear his voice but another's voice. The gruff voice that had once set her heart pounding now held no effect on her. A voice that was smooth, deep and soft now caused her blood to rise, her heart to dance and her body to tremble.

His words fell on deaf ears. Her body did not respond to him anymore but she bore his mark. She had given him her heart, body and soul only five years ago. She had sworn to him she was only his for eternity. They had been a perfect couple it had seemed. He the gentle, caring provider who clearly adored her and she the considerate, faithful wife. Yet fate had its cruel games to play with them and had introduced a third party. Now her heart had wandered from his gentle grasp and had strayed to a more stronger, desirable pair of claws.

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

InuYasha watched his mate shake and disappear before him while she agonized over her hidden misdeeds. The wall that had erected itself slowly over the year was now completely fortified between them. His claws digging into his palms, blood appearing from the deep incisions, he watched her fade from his grasp, her head bowed forward to not allow him access to her soul through her eyes. He knew what was happening. He was not a fool. But by Kami he loved her. A dangerous love - a selfless, forgiving love he had never experienced but held for her now. He adored his mate beyond belief and could not withstand the mere idea of not having her in his life.

Gulping, he felt his eyes begin to water, his tears rising in his gaze. He did not know who this bastard who took the only woman he loved from him but he had an idea. The smell of sakura and pine now entwined her jasmine scent instead of the scent he had imprinted in her flesh when they had mated. His scent was replaced by an alarmingly familiar smell. His heart clenched. But he could not confront her. Perhaps it was his inability to be brash with her or maybe he wanted to continue to be unsure of his assumptions.

Silence entered the area and filled the gap between the couple. Hesitantly he asked, "Where are you going? You didn't answer me."

Kagome brought herself from her thoughts. Meeting InuYasha's gaze, she gave him a pathetic smile.

"Just out to see Sango and Ayame." she said smoothly, shifting her purse on her shoulder nervously "I'll be back soon. I won't be long."

InuYasha nodded. Once again the dreadful silence settled between them. Suddenly, the silver hair boy walked forward. Stopping but a few inches from her, he placed a claw under her chin and turned her face from the mirror to meet his eyes. He gazed down into her large blue eyes. His claw shaking, he cupped her small quivering chin, his inner beast whimpering in pain when she did not even tremble as she used too in response to his caress. Bending down, he placed a chaste kiss upon her cheek, closing his eyes as he inhaled her scent, a tear trickling down his cheek when he smelt the smell of him again.

"Don't be out too late." He whispered before turning and heading to his office.

I feel it in the air

As I'm doing my hair

Preparing for another date

A kiss upon my cheek

As he reluctantly

Asks if I'm gonna be out late

I say I won't be long

Just hanging with the girls

A lie I didn't have to tell

Because we both know

Where I'm about to go

And we know it very well

Watching the long silver hair disappear around the corner, her body shaking, Kagome hurriedly opened the door and swiftly walked from the home. Reaching into her purse she quickly withdrew her car keys and unlocked the door to her car. She sat in the driver's seat and turned it on. The car came to life as she turned the keys. The car he had bought her after they had begun this relationship. Imagine the confusion InuYasha had felt when a random, expensive car had appeared in their laneway two months ago.

Her eyes fixated on the digital clock she knew she was going to be late for their date. She placed the car into reverse and drove down the street, unaware of the lone figure in the window watching her leave, a single tear falling from his pained golden eyes.

Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful

And it kills him inside

To know that I am happy with some other guy

I can see him dying

As she drove to the destination point, she cursed her wicked, adulterous heart. How she wished this had never happened. She longed for the innocent times of blissful love she had shared with InuYasha. Her hand shaking, she tightened her hold on the steering wheel, her eyes blurring with tears. It had gone too far. She had not planned this. It had been a simple interest - an infatuation she had been faced with since she was a child. He, the brother of her mate, was a dangerous man to play with. He was infamous for his cruelty and numerous relationships. But he had always been the first for her.

She had perhaps settled with his brother, InuYasha, because she thought he was alike too him because of the physical resemblance. But no. It had not been enough. She had wanted the brother that had always been the sole interest for her heart.

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

Everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer

Entering Chuo ward in down town Tokyo, she noticed the familiar meeting place. Pulling into the apartment parking lot, she stared up at the building she had entered many times now. Seeing the pent house she was heading towards, she entered the building, smiling and waving at the elderly door guard.

"Konochi wa, Higurashi-sama. Sesshoumaru-sama is upstairs." He stated cheerfully.

She nodded to him thankfully and pressed the button to the elevator. The metal doors slid open and allowed her entrance. Glancing at the kanji buttons, she pressed the floor number he was on. The doors closed and slowly began their climb to the top. Sighing, she leaned against the metal wall. Numbly, she stared at her reflection in the wall. A simple knee length blue skirt with an appealing slit to about mid thigh a long the left side, a crisp white blouse buttoned down to show just a hint of her chest. Her long black hair hung to her waist in gentle waves, her large blue eyes only enhanced with a bit of make up.

Touching her face she smiled sadly. She knew how he hated made up women. He appreciated true beauty. It was understandable he could have such standards - he was a magnificent creature who deserved perfection. And thus why she had never made a move or hint to her longing for him. She felt insignificant and inferior and had thought she would never have a chance with him. She had ignored her heart and gone with InuYasha, unaware he, the youkai she longed for, desired her as well. She had dated InuYasha for three years and then had accepted his proposal to marry and be his life mate. As horrible as it sounds, even when she looked down into InuYasha's adoring eyes when he had proposed to her, had said his vows and when he made love to her, she still thought of him.

The elevator dinged. The doors slid open and she exited it. Walking swiftly down the long hall she looked at the only door in it. Raising her shaking hand she went to knock only to see the door open slowly to reveal him.

Cool amber eyes stared down at her. Clad in only a white towel around his lean hips, her eyes drunk in the chiseled, lean pale beauty that was him. His long white, silver hair hung to his buttocks behind him, a few silver wisps falling on his built chest. Her heart seemed to have froze, her tongue too heavy to lift to form words and the world ceased its revolving. Parting her lips, she stared into his angelic face. Her eyes moved across the aquiline nose, smooth brow, narrow amber eyes and settled on the thin, pale sensuous lips. Unaware of it she leaned towards him, her body lusting for him already.

"Kagome." He murmured in his deep, smooth voice.

Goosebumps rose on her creamy flesh, her body quivering in excitement. Feeling his arms wrap around her small body, she leaned into his chest. Inhaling the scent of sakura and pine, the most wonderful scent in the world in her opinion, she felt his hot lips begin to trace her long, smooth neck. Sighing, she clasped her arms around his shoulders, tilting her head back to give him further access. Shakily, she kicked the door closed.

Our love, his trust

I might as well take a gun and put it to his head

Get it over with

I don't wanna do this

Anymore

Uh

Anymore (anymore)

Opening her eyes, she looked around at the dark room. Slowly she rose from the nest of blankets she had wrapped in and clasped a sheet to her naked body. Staring out the window behind her, her heart clenched when she remembered there was no moon tonight. InuYasha was a ningen at this very moment and his emotional pain was more acute. Tears gathering in her eyes, she felt the bed move. Feeling a claw clasp her chin, she felt her face turned to meet bright amber eyes that shone like a hawk's gaze in the night, their cool depths intent and passionate compared to their usual inanimate quality. All thoughts of her mate vanished in that moment. Her entire existence seemed to be directed to this youkai. Her chest rising and falling quickly, she felt him wrap her arms and bring her nude body into his, sighing at the feel of his soft, warm skin wrap over her chilled body.

"Sesshoumaru." she whispered softly, her blue eyes shinning with adoration.

Inhaling his scent again, she closed her eyes. A single tear fell down her cheek only to be licked away gently by him. He brought them down slowly to the bed, his eyes holding hers with a magnetic magic. In awe, she touched his white-silver hair, admiring the silken texture to the fine hairs that had caught the silvery light of the moon in them. Feeling his lips move across hers, she opened her mouth to give him access, greedy and lusting for everything he had too offer. Through out the night they continued their sessions of their forbidden love. Too many times did she cry out his name and love for him. And on numerous occasions did he tell her she was only his. All the while a figure dressed in plaid boxers sat in front of his window, staring down the street waiting for the sight of a blue toyota.

I don't wanna do this anymore

I don't wanna be the reason why

And everytime I walk out the door

I see him die a little more inside

And I don't wanna hurt him anymore

I don't wanna take away his life

I don't wanna be...

A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

Fin

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Translations:

Konochi wa: Hello/ a greeting

-sama: Name attached to a surname or first to show respect

Ningen: Human

Youkai: Demon