The Letter by Fiery Angel
Chapter One
Higurashi Kagome,
I despise your foul intentions of deliberately coaxing this Sesshoumaru to degrade himself to write a letter, however, it is because of my will, and believe me woman, not because of your influence that I do what I do, yet, I feel remorse for what I done and this Sesshoumaru needs to find peace. And can only find peace, with you.
Since this Sesshoumaru has exposed himself by merely writing this letter, might as well refer to you with sincerity and casualty, but woman you know that despise how weak I might seem by this letter, Im the strongest person alive.
Kagome, you now how hard it is for me to express any feelings, moreover transmit them in written form, but you have left me no other medium due to your lack of listening and notion of my presence. But I needed to tell you this
I, Sesshoumaru, admit that I "screwed up" as you said by not saying what was needed to be said and by hiding what was not to be hidden. By concealing a truth that needed to be exposed and by pronouncing the false words I pronounced.
I consider myself inferior by not being able to personally say what I feel directly to you, but I believe it most be done so this is the intention of this letter. Kagome Higurashi you must be careful for in your arty fingers lays my delicate heart ( my only weak trait). For this letter is written by my exposed heart and holds the only truth I may conceive
I hate you kagome.
I hate you for making me weak.
I hate you for obliging me to do this:
I love your broken English,
And the way you brush your hair.
I love the way your perfumes flows,
Freely, on the nights air.
I love the way you ignore me,
After a fight you created
And the way your retreating figure casts me glances,
To show how much your little heart is hurting.
I love the way we make up,
And waking up with you on my bed,
I love to wake up,
Besides you on ANY bed.
I love the way you see through me,
The way you know what I really am.
I love the way your warmth has rescued,
From the icy barriers, my solitary hearth.
I love the way your fingers touch,
And how your hand fits perfectly mine.
I love the way your body curls,
When cold, next to mine.
I love the way your eyes stare,
And all the emotions they hold,
I love the way it lights the greyest of my days,
Any sweet smile of yours.
I love the way you "organize",
My tidy apartment and leave it undone,
I love the way you damage my schedule,
With that spontaneity of yours.
I love the way you fight me,
The way you tiptoe and try to look as tall as I am
I love the way you make me feel,
Like a baby In your arms.
I love to visit you in your dorm,
And help you study for the finals in there.
I love your perplexed look
When you didn't understand a word I said.
I love the way you scold me,
For my jealousy and for the football team's captain broken ribs,
And the way you privately thank me
For protecting you like this.
I love the way you are, in the hard times always there.
I love you for what you are,
For who you are,
And for what you have done with me.
I love to be the man I am, with you next to me.
I love you Kagome Higurashi.
This Sesshoumaru will be honored if you married him.
Will you marry me?